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Oh October...

Hello... Hello... 

How’s everyone holding up?

So, October’s here, and for some reason, it’s always been my favorite month. Maybe it’s because when I think of October, I picture falling leaves—yellow, crunchy, and a bit dramatic, kind of like me when I’m ready to make big changes! It’s like the universe’s way of saying, “Hey, let go of that old stuff, it’s time to make space for something better!” Or, maybe it’s just my overly sentimental take on the whole thing.

But seriously, this October feels extra special. I’m letting myself love, laugh, play, and create like it’s my full-time job. I’m discovering back new parts of myself, which is fun… and slightly terrifying. I’ve promised myself to live in the moment, to just go with the flow. (Who am I even?! I love being in control!) But hey, life’s more exciting when you loosen the reins a bit, right? Whether it’s meeting new people, bumping into old friends, or just soaking in a fancy bathtub in some hotel, I’m learning to enjoy life’s little surprises.

I miss the old me, you know? The carefree Chits who lived in the moment and just rolled with whatever came her way. So here’s the plan: as I inch closer to terrifying 39 (yikes, saying that out loud is still horrifying!), I’m going to enjoy the ride. I’ll fill my cup, embrace the chaos, and remind myself that, yes, I am absolutely worth it.

Wish me luck, and maybe send chocolate or perhaps a kisses.

Love,

Chits (still 38, thank you very much)

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